Have lost control of destiny and life. Cannot believe I stayed up until after midnight drinking and talking to Jack. Not only am I no closer to having a properly planned destiny, but I have taken to leaking confidential information when under the influence of alcohol, like telling Jack that I think Paul is my soulmate. Arrgh.
Was then very shocked when I arrived home from work, to see Jack and Paul talking to each other over the fence. Felt like running over and shouting at them not to talk to each other when I’m not present. Instead went inside and tried to peer through blinds in lounge room to see or hear if they were talking about me. Was only able to see them laughing and have best of time – probably talking about soulmate shit.